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Friday, September 30, 2005

4:46 PM

Another day in school
so rubbish had two tests today
chemistry and a math. think i'm so screwed for amath please. seriously dont understand a single thing yet my parents dont allow me to drop. owells chemistry was not too bad la got 11/17 so it's kinda ok. while i could not do almost everything on the a math paper.




boyx the end of years are like in a week's time. yet i have not finished studying all my subjects yet. o God please help me with my exams. I seriously do not want to repeat or anything. really wanna get into the course of my choice in temasek poly man. poly life here i come man!! whoo hoo!!



Was talking to trixia about where we wanna go after secondary school and we have it all planned out man. Temasek Poly, Ladies Night, Thursday hangover baby. O yeah our life will so rock!! hahax. While Rina wants to go to SAJ or ACJ. rahhx. will miss you like crazy gal!! hahax. Rahhx. Goodness means I better buck up and start studying now.



O shit! less than a week more.
Save me!!!


Indochine baby!!
IT'S TIME TO GET WASTED

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, September 29, 2005

9:49 PM

Yayness finally managed to get this blog going again

Happiness. hahax

went to Rina's house for tuition yesterday and super funny especially in the bus, was talking utter crap and i was like hahahaha and i dropped my phone onto this girl who was reading's book and amazingly she had like NO expression. Not even a single glinge please. Oddness. owells hahax.

Found my dear Hip Hop Jelly. Have not eaten it for like 1243850230years hahax so naturally i bought it. hahax. yummified please. hahax even Rina thinks so but kim was like it is not please. evil girl. rahhx. hahax

Owells aunty cooked prata today. It was green. so cool!! hahax. green prata so yummy loves it.hahax. was talking in some totally odd language today. hahax den everyone was like HJ! B! GP! and all and I was like so slow to actually get what it means hahax. so sorry cant help it you see. hahax.

Tuition was fun! hahax was crapping and we all were like laughing and doing all sort of crap throughout!! I did ten year series! guainess hahax. i know that. After tuition stayed longer at Rina's place and I drank Baileys hahax. yummified hahax and i was like omg i'm gonna get drunk and Rina just thought i was mad.hahax. owells

So many people did not come school today. especially 307 man only like 17 out of 39 came.so super pathetic. Trixia, Liz, Huiyee, Vann, Maria and Charmaine did not come. hahax so rubbish. owells but not much in school today so yupp nothing to blog about owells


Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 26, 2005

4:00 PM

Today was english eoy and gosh it was kinda bad especially paper 2
rahhx. like what the hell the passage was on like insects and bees. so seriously dumb please. especially the 5 words thing
so dead





hahax. the paper 1 was so dumb rina and i guessed wrongly hahax turned out to be some locally produced movie so yupp bring out the jack neo's man. hahax. many wrote on i not stupid and home run. so could not remember the movie. when the question was like so do u think the effects were necessary, i was like omg there were effects? hahax. owells






Met up with bryne yesterday and he roughly taught me the guitar super funky i love his distortion peddal. so awesome please especially when he played smoke on the water. loved it man. then in came my mom and she started kao peyin. so paiseh so yupp asked him to teach me after my exams hahax.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, September 24, 2005

11:44 PM

Quidam rocks man
it's like one word
AWESOME!!!






I loved the acrobats man they were fantastic like totally . Just simply so fantastic. But man i can never do that. hahaxz. wanted to but some of the souveniurs gosh i dun know how to spell. the masks were like gorgeous but damn they were like err 85 like what the hell and that was like the cheapest please.






Went to far east with cheney and jon and jon yesterday. super dumb i mean like seriously i doubt i'll want to go town with them again as we did not agree with each other and the shirts were like seriously my god as we took like so long to actually come to an agreement. goodness.





went to alvin's to get a new shirt and yupp finally got my 'so cali' tee. total happiness love it. it was like sold out for like how long please and how i finally got it. whee so happy. popped by at mac and like finally got my punkin lip stick so whoo hoo. but damn spent like so much. so seriously broke now

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

6:07 PM

hahax
school is dumb
we are stressed
we are dying
cuz school is dumb






Math is like a mad rush please dont quite uunderstand.
English is not so bad
Chinese is fun as usual
Geog is insane at times
Chem can get really cranky
Physics is something i totally cant get
Lit is at times not understandable
Social is just a retarded trap.





I hate the exams it's stressing me out.
Cant wait to plan the various holidays shit man!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 19, 2005

9:04 PM

mugging time
went mugging with cheney and jon
so broke now
think i'm addicted to coffee the frap that i took just now was not strong. still half asleep but owells you guys really helped me out with my math so yuppers thank you!!






so stressed out because of the stupid exams i dont wanna study anymore.
studying kills brain cells man. I'm dying think i'll be having white hair soon
o no!!
God bless Jessica

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, September 18, 2005

11:14 PM

dammit
super pai seh in church can.
wa lau.





During cell while I was talking to Jon2 and cheney half way my bloody bra strap dropped. omg what the hell can. so pai seh needed to remove the whole thing and go to the toilet to put it back on. rahhx. so retard pls.





Then we went to church basement to play guitar. hahax. lame shit can but yupp super fun la. cuz it's you and me and lalalalaa. Then I wanted to go back up for worship and cheney wanted to go for surmon. so dumb instead of surmon was prayer. ayy wanted to just go back down and play guitar please. Owells. Put God first in all that you do.






Going to print cell shirts on friday. hahax. hope cord is like not angry with me otherwise it would be like really awkward please. rahhness. owells studying with jon and cheney tomorrow. ayy hope we would really study and not crap please.






Was talking to Bryne just now hahax. Guitar baby here i come. I want my strat please. Rock music here I come. Omg just found out that ramones songs only consists of like 4 chords please. Hope I would irritate him while he's teaching me bleahx

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, September 15, 2005

6:38 PM

Yayness!
I'm back to school.
hahax.
OMG I found out that she like sat at my place yesterday and she left her sweet drink under my table. urghh i wanna kill her man.
Sorry but I'm paranoid about stuff especially when it includes sweet drinks and all.





Thank you Lizzie for the cross.
I absolutely love it.
So sweet!!
Thank you gal!
loves<3






Went to the comp lab today
hahax did nothing but like crap like shit with trixia. Then my chinese teacher thought we were seriously insane and we were like copying down practically everything which she wrote till I think she thought we were like retarded or something. Then she was like Jessica you need to stay back later to do your chinese compo test. So yupp.






Thought the test was like super crap la. as the question itself has like no question till i found out from madeline that it was like some how do you feel about it nonsense but owells i think i did kinda ok. In the end I had to miss tennis. rahhx felt kinda bad bout it though. Zakiah just called me and she was like hey gal today's the last training so yupp whee finally i can concentrate on my studies. 18more days to go till exams..






Having physics test tomorrow.
kinda worried bout it though as I'm not say that prepared. but ya owells life goes on. ayy.seriously think i need to get a physics tutor to help me out. note to self: find physics tutor. Hopefully I can maintain my grade of a2. hahax. likelihood am not too sure but all things are possible baby!!






Just bought a rusty wallet. Then I got to know the shop's manager. hahax super nice girl was talking to her bout accesories and all then she was like do you know all the items which you have bought are all sold out. Then she was like omg you're like so lucky man. Yupp nice person was talking to her bought ashton kutcher.hahax. dont ask me how did that come from but yupp. owells.





loves

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

9:34 PM

What the hell..
So shitty can
That bloody coach richard is such an ass!!!
Made me wait for like 50mins and then he was like let's cancel.




Omg I want to quit
Like hell can so shitty k
I'm quitting.
Urghh I hate him ayy he still owes me like my clothes like what the hell.
Think I want to go train under Zakiah's dad.
Rahhx

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


2:18 PM

retardation man
just came back from the doctor's
omg he said that i'm havin throat infection again
omg so retarded can






din go to school today. WAS SICK!!
Rahhx spent like how long studying. Urghh I'm so sick of all these already. Why in the world do we need to have exams man. So seriously stressful. Ayy. shakes head.







Going to Rina's house for tuition in a short while's time. Urghh I'm shagged even though I did not go to school today. So sweet Kimmie, Rina and Yuxin messaged me to ask why I did not go to school today. Love them so <3







Owells gonna go have a quick shower then off to Rina's house I go!
Wheeee heee



God please let it rain now...
I really do not want to go for tennis today.
All i want to do is study my physics.



Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

8:19 PM

Goodness!





Today was such a wake up call for me and i'm sure many of my classmates too.
Lingesh was like your exams are coming soon and all and gave as this calender thing for us to plan our schedule and like to study the subjects by when. It then made me realise that our exams are in like 20 days!! Like goodness please. So freaking out now man!






Made a study time table and gosh Im so gonna swear by it from now on till after the exams man. Thanks Mrs Lingesh for waking me up!





We had a relief teacher for social hahax and guess who it was. She's like 17 and is taking drama in graces too. yupp grade7. Found it kinda odd though.






Tennis was great today. It was like finally coach chris allowed me to train with the more senior girls. So happy. Hopefully I will be chosen to play for school next year as I think I will like so cry if i dont. Ayy at times I really do find tennis kind of stressful but owells life goes on.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 12, 2005

4:12 PM

1st day of school.
Thank God I was not late man.
Finally got to see my darlings in school
I love them all!





Yayness we have a new white board.
Gammar was like so cute she wrote on the board
120905 I was the 1st to write on this board.
SO cute can







Then during chinese omg so paiseh as Hui Yee was like write down yes and highlight this and copy that then I was like so irritated thus I was like shuddup la. and my chinese teach was like yes you wan me to shuddup is it. omg so paiseh as i was not talking to her. So freaking paiseh can. rahhness






I roughly know my results for drama. Got merit. ayy but kinda bad la. think if i started studying earlier would have gotten better grades. ayy. so depressing sia. Urghh sadness somebody save me.






Gissy got me a toy spider and i named it aragog
haha
aragog loves me
wheeee...
k this is retarded

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, September 11, 2005

9:10 PM

Ayy I bet Cordy is like pissed off with me somehow
Though technically I did not do anything wrong.
Or at least I think.
But ya cant stand the whole new wierd attitude which she is giving me like hey dont need to brring the ball you can jolly well go and study the whole day.
In my opinion I feel that she has changed as i dun think she is the kind that will message such
Owells but people do change.






Went to fix my earrings just now. Haha they were like dead. Kept falling off my ears. So irritating man. Then I went to East Point to print my photos. So Pretty!! I love them man. Not being bhb or what but the photos are really nice.







Gave Ms Ng her really belated teachers day present.I think what we got her really rocks. It is like this frame with I am the vine and you are the branches. So nice as indeed we are her branches! Yay!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, September 09, 2005

11:41 PM

Yayness chilli crabs rocks!!
So utterly yummified.
The new yummy hot buns
The thick chilli sauce so MmmM..






Went to Rina's house today
so retarded supposed to be there at bout three plus but i reached there at past six.
lalalaa.
Didnt do much studying though spent most of the time checking out various friendsters and writing testimonials







I love chilli crabs balls
Taking photos rocks
Got new pics yayness!!!


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I love them<3

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

11:32 PM

Omigawd!!
sadness how could we have lost to lynette and kimberly
omigawd
what the hell
i feel so bad
hope yun xuan does not blame me...


I'm sorry girl


today was my drama exam hope i didnt screw up or ill so cry rahhx

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

12:37 PM

My match's in 2hrs time.
I'm depressed.
I've got to lose my match
and i dont want to.
Hope the score wont affect whether i'll ber in sch team next yr
i'm gonna cry.
I dont wanna play a match which i have to purposely lose

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 05, 2005

11:48 PM

OMG
My blog's dead yet again. hahax.
owells. apologies. hahax!







Went out with Rina today. yupp super retarded supposed to meet at 1 but we both ended up half n hour late. omg so freaking hot today man. then we mrt-ed to town and ate at taka. Omg so many nice yummilicious moon-cakes. so wanted to buy. We then went to eat at the food court there and we were like omg how come so few people here. but yaa. so retarded " the one with the 2 balls are mine" lalalalaa. then we went to cine yay!! the neoprints thingy was so dumb as we were like jap illiterate thus we were lost. omg note to self: learn jap! So dumb still have yet to buy bag. Rahhx. We went to bits and pieces and there was this guy who was like hi lookin for anything and when he said tt we were like walking out of the shop. i think he was like super paiseh n we were like laughing and laughing






We then went to heerens yupp and saw carol and shiyu there and she was llike dun wait for me at the junction. so dumb. hahax. wanted to take pics at cine but then it looked too retard so yupp. then we went to eat swensens ice-cream yay! BANANA SPLIT!! Then there was this guy who just sat down there staring at people and asking them to become models. We also saw that small cute boy who plays the drums. hahax. i love him. so adorable man!







As we were walking to cine we took like quite a number of retard pics and so we would not look dumb we were trying to act as though we were not from singapore. rahhx. seriously retarded. dots. we walked to far east and took more neos yay!! omg cant stand the song that came from the machine. needed to leave early so went back with sijia.







Bloody late for drama. thank god she didnt make noise or whatever. stress. i need to purposely lose my tennis match tomorrow.
sits down and cries-




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